05.08.09: Have fun at Senior Prom, Seniors!

Today is Friday. I have a day off cuz of senior prom, as I mentioned yesterday. This morning, I woke up at 7:40am. I dont know why. Its something with my body or something. Well, I played some Mario Party on my DS and it took me 8 times to beat a boss. I'm usually not that addicted to video games anymore, but when I'm bored, I just like to press those buttons(; Well, I finally got out of bed at 9:20, washed up, and went downstairs, cuz I heard somebody downstairs. It was an old guy in our kitchen, fixing our sink. I didn't really want an old guy to be the first person I see in the morning. I sat down at the computer, checked my Facebook, and decided to go play tennis w/ my dad, who took the day off so mr. sink-fixer dude could...well, yennow, fix our sink. I really wasnt in the mood to play tennis, but I just played anyways, cuz I needed to get my exercise. I usually do 200 jumping jacks and 150 crunches/situps a day, but I guess since I have the day off, my dad told me to go play w/ him. It was so sunny, I couldnt even see. Why is it so sunny at 10 in the morning? Anyways, played for an hour, came home, and sat there for 15 minutes deciding what to have for lunch. Decided to have ramen & sushi. Yum(= Well, I'm working on my English, and I have to prepare for an essay, write a letter to a corporation about marine pollution, and finish reading Mountains Beyond Mountains. Ugh. Only 3 more chapters. I really dislike biographies. I'm more of a fiction person. So, yeah, as always I'm procrastinating. I'm also reading this printout my mom printed about becoming a marine biologist. I'm really interested in becoming one. Bye-bye my ideal career as a lawyer. As Chip says, "How can you be a lawyer? You barely talk during class debates/discussions." And my brother's studying to be a criminal justice prosecutor, and he studies 24/7, and he just got pneumonia without even knowing it. No thankyou, lawyerstudying. I really care for animals, and I sorta wanna put this in my letter to the corporation, that I care about marine pollution because I care about animals, and my most favorite place in the world is the beach, because its my thinking place, and my thinking is interrupted by all the debris that washes up on shore, and the dirtiness of the ocean and the beach because of marine pollution. I mean like, what if marine pollution wipes out all the animals? Then the future generations won't be able to appreciate & experience the beauty of marine animals and marine life. Anyways, that's what I'm procrastinating on, so more quotes! Whoopee!! =D

"It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you everything & nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want him in your life so bad, but all you can do is push him farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back on how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same."

"What's Minnie without Mickey, What's Tigger without Pooh, What's Patrick without Spongebob, What's Me without You <3"

"When life knocks you down to your knees, just remember that you are in the perfect position to pray."

"Life is like a rough draft of an English paper you are doing the night before it's due. It has some great parts to it and it is full of great ideas but it isn't quite put together. It's ripped at the edges from where it was stuffed in a backpack and has many pen marks where you wanted what you wrote to be erased but it was already written in pen. It is also full of sentences that are worth every single mistake you could ever make. Great memories and stupid mistakes are just a part of it. It has some rough patches. Sometimes you really just want to stop writing, but you can't, because this matters just as much now as it will later on. The more you write and the more you think, the better this paper gets. You realize how great it is and even if you don't get an A+ you know that this is worth it, it is all worth it. The scratched out marks are realization of what can be better in the future and you have learned from everyone. So keep writing, because when you are handing your paper in, you don't want it to be half done and full of things that were just okay and could be better. When you read over your work you want to say it was the best you could have done."

"Living life means not looking back to things you'd rather forget...Life means looking forward to a future that you'd rather not have...Life is not forgetting the people who touched your heart...Life is living the way that you want to...LIFE MEANS GETTING YOUR HEART BROKEN...Life means trying to fix it yourself...Life means trying to move on...Life means waiting for that special someone...Life means dying...BUT NOT UNTIL YOU'VE FOUND THEM."

"I want to be his last call of the night, his first thought in the morning; five hour conversations, the ones with "no, you hang up first", him to make my heart race, give me sweaty palms, hugs that you never want to let go of, but most of all, I want to be considered his."

"I know it's hard for us to be together but I do understand it's harder to live without one another. I just wan to let you know that even though we cannot be together we will never ever be apart because the love that I have for you will always grow stronger, as long as I live."

"When I first met you, I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you; I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. When I first met you I never would've thought that I would love you."

"Cuz if you only knew what i felt for you, you would have held on tighter, fought a little harder, been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love."

"Tell her how you admire her. Always tell her you love her at all times. When she's upset hold her tight. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. Play with her hair. Pick her up, tickle her, and wrestle with her. Just talk to her. Tell her jokes. Bring her flowers just because. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Throw pebbles at her window at night. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Sing to her no matter how awful you sound. Get her mad at you. Then kiss her. Give her piggyback rides. Push her on the swings. Tell her she looks beautiful. When she's sad, stay on the phone with her, even if she's not saying anything. Look into her eyes and smile. Kiss her on the forehead. Slow dance with her even if there's no music. Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her...tell her."

"Love is when you find someone you can really be yourself with and that you can share anything with. It's when you can't even imagine what your life would be like without that person. When words don't even come close to how you really feel and even though it doesn't make sense to other people, you know you were meant to be together. <3<3<3"

"Sometimes you just feel everything and nothing all at once. Sometimes you'll find yourself smiling while missing something at the time. At times you can absolutely love a person, all the while wanting to hate them. Life comes without guarantees. Except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life."

"Once upon a time...I knew who I was. Scars are souvenirs you never loose. I'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me. If annoyed any further, I shall spork your eyes out. I don't want to admit it: It was easier to lie, to hide the hurt and emptiness, to smile instead of cry."

"When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit, Or to make conversation. I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me<3"

"The greatest challenge in life is: to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes, yet still loves everything about you."

"I'm speechless, stunned, with nothing to say. I never knew you'd speak all of this today. Your words were too strong, that they made me weak. It was very deep, my eyes almost leaked. I'm so worked up and so stressed out, you're the boy who helps me out, I'm happy that I know you're here for me, but you say you love me, how can this be? They are such strong words, that run in my head, if I ever lost love, I'd rather be dead. I want to be yours, but I'm scared this could end, and then we'd eventually stop being friends. You're too much to lose, so I'll grab you tight, and hopefully we'll start up something tonight. Do I love you? We already discussed. It's a no, but you're more than a crush. Baby, grab my hand and enter my land, because I want you to know me better and understand. I'm confusing, weird, and crazy inside, so our relationship will be a dizzy ride. So why is it so hard for you to ask? Telling me how you feel didn't seem a hard task. So open your mouth and move those lips. Tell me you want me and put your hand around my hips. My answer is obvious, I'm so starstruck, No, not by your looks, but time's running out. Don't ever leave me, please don't hurt, I never wanna find another guy to flirt."

"I guessed wrong but I assumed it be true, that love came from the heart, pulling us together but never apart, starting the beginning of me and you. A mistake I thought that I could have never made, though it was real and not a game, keeping my hopes up and keeping them strong, only to fall and never belong."

"I hope you know how much you mean to me. I hope you know how much I care. I try so hard to make you smile. I always say, "You've got great hair!" I want to be so much to you. I want to hear you say,"I love you" more and more each day. Don't ever go away!"

"Never say 'I love you' if you don't really care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart. Never say you're going to if you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever. Then say you will try. Never say forever, cuz forever makes me cry."